Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Morning

The first conscious breath
I catch up slowly to the light
Whirring that lulls me
And dulls the worry
That something isn't right
From the night before

Unable to move
I wait

...

Ah

...

This is that thought for which I wait
The lines of sun grace my shoulder like her fingers
As I revel
That words are not our fate

And pain is so weak


I rise to my feet
Head to the door
It's we that are strong
It's her I adore

Her eyes are the ocean
Her mind is a pool
Her heart is a thicket
Protecting a jewel

Intricate is her existence
Simple is mine
A lock and a key
The word to my rhyme

I find her in a plight
She lurches to speak
Yearning for calm
A hush that she seeks

Her beauty abounds
And holding to faith
I pledge her these words

"Our warmth is still safe"


We clasp our hands
With want and affection
In unspoken assurance
We gaze ahead
And live to comfort again

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

I Love...

...music

and making visions come to life

and the art I sense everywhere around me

...the sky

...the trees

...animals

and I love

nighttime

and daytime

and the seasons

and how they remind me of how change is good

...and mandatory

...and difficult

and I love

my family

and my friends

and the anticipation of meeting new family

and new friends

that give me just a little bit more to fall back on

and I love

music

and music

and music

and Jesus

[though he loves me more]

and I love the things that movies do to my heart

...that moving pictures can change my mind

and I love

my places of refuge

...in my bed

...on that hill

...amid those boulders

...between these trees

...along my river

[where I'm only me and nothing else]

my love continues

to the suffering

[even when I don't feel like I'm helping]

and to the lost

and the lonely

and the frightened

I love my imperfection

and my confusion

and my weariness

and my life

and my loneliness

and my pain

and my fear

and my body

[that was made for me]

I love, also,

to praise

and to whisper to myself

and to feel stupid when I pretend to know so much

and to see my goals play out

[and to watch some dissolve into nothing]

I love

poems that resemble skylines




I love....


[and that's why I'm here.]

Sunday, March 9, 2008

Aimless

I steer with one hand
tapping gently along
with the steady rhythm
of the stereo

Heavy heads rest
on cool glass
as the night shows us
time is trivial

All things, they pass away
into the night
It's funny how all the friends that surround
are calling back to us

When we are back
we won't be weary
The food that we pack
will not fade out very soon
That's the theory

If we make a circle from the sky
It won't mean the string is tied too tight

Steady my hands, troubled by the faithful sun
that chases us
Quiet demands, tossed from the moon man
so envious

View not the burning fuel
as squandered funds,
Not as the ruin of nature, our home,
our home

This is the chance
life has been planning
to lose for us

It relies on our plans
and our presumptions
to destroy us

Monday, November 19, 2007

Stranded Coat

Comfortable breezes descend
On a joyfully dismal pea coat

Unaware of its surroundings;
Of the past or future

He is content to hang
By his fuzzy blue collar
Upon a rusted nail
In a salt-brushed coconut tree

He has no home;
No company

He has no friend
[Not anymore]

Wind is the last speck of friendship
This coat will ever know

Strewn about are clues
That suggest a dreadful fate
Of his old friend
Whom he knew so well

Now there is just the change
That comes with sun movement
As distant bells sing their repetition
To call for help in vain

Why is the coat alone?
Who was his master?
Who will tell the story?

Who knows of a story to tell?

Learning

Count hours.
Pangs-a-plenty that pace around the stomach
Through the bowels
Up the throat

When nothing;
No one can
Warn a simple being
Of the sickening, heart-dropping feeling
That comes with growing older

How there is an urge
To speak the tongue of hopelessness
Not trusting a spirit beyond self
To learn without a boost

Yet in selfish anticipation
The truth is but a spark
From realization

That all is a matter of finding
And none is that of being taught

Haiku #2

in a tall building
too fast for the naked eye
we don't know the truth

Haiku #1

proud midwesterner
looking to the sky confused
ending the poem